Negative Energy

Lately I was attending at prayer gathering party of a wealthy family with huge luxury house, a swimming pool in their home and luxury cars, house keepers, drivers.
This family is a closed-relatives of my friend, that’s why I was being invited and considered as their family’s member.
I seen there were 3 invited priests came to give a bless praying to the family and when party’s over, a member of this wealthy family gave envelope contains money to each of the priest.

Frankly, I didn’t feel quite enjoy at the party, because I felt being surrounded by groups of hypocrite people (not all of them). I was mingling with them and chatted, but actually I prefer paid attention to analyze and feel energy they released.

Some individuals were getting busy themselves with their own gadget, some were busy eating and eating the various choice of provided dishes, which I didn’t feel negative energies from them because they were focusing on their ownselves and having fun themselves.

A few groups of people (guests and family members) seemed very friendly and nice to each other (what I found out later, some of them were not as friendly or as nice ‘behind’ each other, even among the family members, including my friend, they talked behind each other negative issues).

I decided to return home earlier after the party was almost over but the hostess of the party showed her disappointment and complained when I asked for permission to leave. I kept staying until late.

I felt kind of lot of negative energies was surrounding me, those people were releasing their negative energies at the same time, no wonder I felt like unpleasant heat burnt my body.

Sometimes, being rather sensitive toward strong negative energy makes me easily get exhausted. After the party was over, I felt exhausted then fell asleep on the couch of their living room. My friend had to wake me up to return home.

I remembered, few times, my late mother said to me “You have a kind of a different world, I am as your mother, don’t quite understand you.”
When I was younger I was questioning myself (after my late-mother had told me that) “Am I a weird one?”
Then I understand myself, I am just rather sensitive of excessive negative energy around near by me.

Of course, it doesn’t mean I am a special one. I am just different than common, a ‘limited edition’ type and only other ‘limited edition’ type one probably would understand me well.
Whom I want to be with and to live with.

Are the priests giving sermon in front of people for God’s work or for money?

 
Someone shared his experience with me about a popular Christian priest.
The one who shared with me is a member of a small Christian heresy (less of a hundred members) in the city where I live.

About a year ago or two (as he told me), the heresy community where he has been joined with, wanted to invite a popular priest to give sermon in front their small community.

That popular priest asked first, how many members? They said less than a hundred.
That popular priest said, if less than 500 hundred members, he wouldn’t come to give any sermon.

I know why.

First, as a popular priest and preacher, to give sermon in front of less than hundred members is kind of wasting time for his popularity.

Second, he probably has calculated how much a small Christian community can pay him for giving sermon?! Must be less than he wanted.

Easy answer:

*| First: maintain popularity, for it helps to gain more and more money with the sermon.

*| Second: God’s work, with price of sermon. Small amount, rejected! Big amount, accepted!

The modern era Pharisee. 😀